I spent the day IMing Mark and Jilly. She can’t believe the dance is this Friday! Me neither. Part of me is glad I’m not going and part of me is really jealous.
Mark got asked by some girl in his Spanish class. He says she’s nice and I’m glad for him, even though I still get those twinges when he talks about her. I really, really don’t want to be boyfriend/girlfriend so I don’t understand why I get those feelings. Maybe I just don’t want to be left out.